She Needs Me

Sometimes I just want to run away

Leave everything behind

I sometimes wonder

if I made the best decision

As her screams echo in my ears

I cry

I can't fix her pain

I'm not sure I could ever do this again

Sometimes I see the beauty

But other times I don't

I wish I could hide

But I won't

I can't run

She needs me

I'm her mom

When do we enjoy this?

She doesn't laugh

She doesn't smile

Everything seems to take awhile

She came into this world early

She had it harder, more than I know

She's more stronger then ill ever be

Sometimes I see the beauty

But other times I don't

I wish I could hide

But I won't

I can't run

She needs me

I'm her mom